6/1 Appointment

It's been a while and I apologize!! I didn't read through my last blog so I may repeat myself some!!
So I had to go for a brain MRI - due to the lack of oxygen - I was getting dizzy and they wanted to be sure there was nothing else going on - oh, you did know that cuz my parents smart ass remarks about finding "nothing". LMAO!!  Ok but they were right - I've been back to the Dr. and got a phone call today and they said - all was good - no spreading of cancer - no tumors - all is good and I have a brain (DAD)!!
So I had chemo last week and felt like poop this week - same as last time - short of breath - tired - and just icky!! Went  to the Dr. today for a check up - my counts are low - kinda thought something wasn't right but wasn't sure what - apparently when your counts are low - they can't find your pulse with that machine they use - twice!!
So I get fluids and I feel better - not 100% but better - so thats a start!!
I posted the other day on facebook, a thank you to my daughter  - Samantha, she pushed me hard enough to get me to the pool on Monday and what a nice day. I also went with no cover on my head - I have to say - I haven't worn anything on there since - THAT in itself - feels great, yes I get looks but not as bad as this IGNORANT A-HOLE!!! Walking down the street yesterday - I am sitting in the field outside my apartment watching my kids play ball, as this is something I find great pleasure in and this jerk is pushing a stroller down the street - when I tell you he looked like an owl  - like his head was gonna twist right off, I am not kidding - just rude!! So - as pleasantly as a "truck driver" that I sometimes can be like - I yell across the field, "WHAT THE 'F' ARE YOU STARING AT??"
Not one of my better moments - but I have cancer - I don;t feel good and I'm bald!! Which by the way - I am not the first women to be bald from cancer or other reasons!! So please - excuse my nastiness :) The gentleman quickly looked aaway and went about HIS business - problem solved :)
I'm much better now though - for the most part I've come to accept the starring and just laugh at the stupidity of those who can't control themselves but hey - maybe they rteally don't know so maybe I'm the ignortant one assuming all know that most women don't choose to be bald and when they are - its not for good reason!
KEEP THE PRAYERS COMING - FOR PATIENCE TOO AND THE SMILES :)