Ok, so I may have lied....I did not shave my head this weekend!!! I think by the 25th, maybe. Theres something about my hair falling out that really doesn't bother me so much, I definately don't want to be all patchy like but I think I'll wait until I really can't take it anymore.
Hats seems to be working for me - a dabble of makeup - and those that know me - know thats alot for me!!! I never wear makeup!!! EVER!!!
Can't slap on the mascara tho - won't have lashes to do so - no biggie!!!
I had an epiphany as I was driving the other day!!! I'm going to make the best of this hair loss thing and be sure everyone knows its ok!!! I really don't mind it - it bothers me more when I pluck it out and theres still so much there - this is why I'm not ready to shave it off yet!!! You don't realize how much hair you really DO have on your head!! Its crazy!!!!
So I have another chemo this week - Thursday - just in time to mess up my feeling good!! I feel really good until I eat!! Then its all about nausea!!! Most times I can keep it in - others its just like having the flu - if you just throw up you feel better - so I do!!! Oh and weight loss.....LMAO not me!!!! Not yet anyway - I eat what I think will work for me and so far its nothing good and even what tastes good doesn't stay down!!! Although I did get some sliced pineapple - YUM - table grapes - which are just really big grapes and some cheese!! That will be my food for today!!! I'm so excited to eat later but I know it won't last!!! Oh well - as long as I eat something - right???
Now - I said in my last post "my sister in law".....as pointed out by one of them, I think I should have said SISTER IN LAWSSSSS - I do have 3 and they are all wonderful!!! I get weekly check up calls from all of them ot texts - so yes - they area alll WONDERFUL!!!!!
I love you all - thank you for your support!!! Keep smiling - and know that I am too :)
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