So, I have Breast Cancer - I've lost my hair(all of it) - I have recurring Shingles, I'm anemic have low potassium levels and after the doctor visit today - I now have to go for a blood transfusion!!!!!!!!!!!
I've often said - before all this cancer nonsense started - don't ask, "what next"? You see, because before you know it - what next is at your MFing door step and they are not waiting for you to open the door - whatever it is just helps itself to your life and good or bad...there it is!! I guess this could be worse - some how it could all be worse but it just seems like a month and a half ago - I was good!!!!!!!
I know - this too shall pass - I really wanna be ME again!!! NOW!!!! I must sound like a whiny selfish baby!! I'm sure I do but i swear WHAT NEXT???
I didn't just ask that - really - cuz i know the consequences and YES - I super duperstitious!!!!! So - whats going on you ask with my W T F status on Facebook - THIS is it - and its enough - I'm sure something else will come up in the next 3 treatments so - I'll keep ya posted!!!
PLEASE KEEP THOSE PRAYERS COMING - I AM SOOO IN NEED OF THEM NOW!!!
THANK YOU
You have qamazing strength and guess what....you have every right to be whiny....you were hit in the head by a 2 x 4 and it has thrown you for a loop....focus on where you will be once allm this nonsense is over.....the hair will grow back, the sores will go away and you won't need the transfusions......you will have won your battle and we will all be there to cheer you on when you cross the finish line!!!!!! I love you, Donna
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