I'm baaacckkk!!!

I'm feeling much better - it took a little bit but I am not so upset over what goes on with this cancer of mine!! I have to say though - it tially sux!! I mean - I understand that chemo is do9ing what its supposed to do with the cancer but geez - the whole killing off everything else is really a tough hurdle to get over!!
Got a call from the docvtors office last week - my magnesium is low!! Hello - magnesium?? I have never had any issues with really anythin g and now all this stuff is so bizarre - so, instead of feeling like - UGH - I'm falling apart and hate it.....I have to suck it up and say - at least they know what is wrong and there are pills and such out there to fix it!! So - chemo may be making things "go wrong" with the rest of my body but it is killing off the cancer and there are vitamins and pills I can take for the rest of the stuff the chemo is doing!!!
Now, I'm back has more than just my attitude to mention!!! My LOVING husband took me away for a few days of relaxation....He also banned me from phone, facebook and emails!!! So - if you were wondering where I was -  was in Wildwood having a VERY relaxing few days with just me and my husband - celebrating our one year anniversary and some well deserved adult - ALONE time!!!
The boardwalk was quiet - so nice - the beach was empty - so nice and the weather was just about perfect!! To be honest - it didn't really matter - it could have snowed for all I cared - I was relaxing and at peace!!
I Believe the timing was perfect - the lack of potassium and magnesium really had me scared - apparently the heart pains and palpitations I was feeling wasn't supposed to be happening - so - RELAXATION is JUST what the doctor ordered - literally!!!
So, now I'm home and back to normal - although - I think I will try to not get soo worked up over things. I don't mean just the cancer - I mean the kids - work and just your everyday BS!! I need to learn to relax on a regular basis and not be so stressed - I think I can do that - for the sake of my life I think I might need to!! So......OOOMMMMM!!!!! Burning incense and chillaxin is totally on the menu for the next few months/years!!!! Peace and Love - keep the prayers coming - and keep smiling - I will!!!!